Amber!
Your blog is great, enjoy your writing about the yellow chicken and the slings and arrows life sends your way.
I feel truly, madly deeply in love about 4 years ago for the second time in my life.
After breaking up and getting back together maybe four or five times, i finally had to just quit really hard…
Even though i still think about her at least a few times a day….
Coupling is soo hard! Especially the Uncoupling part….Amazing that people stick with it
I still fantasize about finding someone that really fits.
But i become more mired in my reality by the day it seems at times.
The life you live IS a choice!
Loved the little clip of you in front of the retail space you wanted to get! Damn you are cute 
You put out so much work, i find it amazing, i suppose the more you do the easier it gets.
Good luck with the TEN MILLION DOLLAR PLAN!
Good luck someday finding a man!
Brad
Wow, tell me how you really feel about him. Sometimes we keep people around because we think they will change or maybe they will realize what they have. Reality they will not realize it until a few years have gone by. If you are ready to move on and let him know what he is missing then that is your choice. Ex’s are hard yo keep around especially when you are trying something new. Good luck and take your time. Relationships are not to be rushed bit always worked on so they last over time. -Chris
“Once you change your philosophy, you change your thought pattern. Once you change your thought pattern, you change your attitude. Once you change your attitude, it changes your behavior pattern and then you go on into some action.”Malcom X
